Lent: Day 26

A Sign of Assurance

“On the day I called, you answered me, you increased my strength of soul.” – Psalm 138: 3

It was an early fall morning the last week of September 1989 and a steady rain had continued through the night. I had tried to sleep but barely managed a few hours. I headed to my church where only a few relief items for victims of Hurricane Hugo remained to be loaded. In just four days, members of Brentwood, TN, UMC and other residents had dropped off enough non-perishable food, cleaning supplies, construction materials and equipment to fill the donated 24' truck.

My brother and his family lived in Charleston, SC, where the storm came ashore with devastating results. I felt compelled to help and our church responded (just as FUMC, Downers Grove responded a few years ago after the series of hurricanes tore up parts of Florida). It was as if God had given me a personal mission. It had been exhilarating and humbling to see the generosity of people. What had been just an idea a few days earlier had become reality just a few days later.

This particular morning, however, I was less than thrilled about the journey. I was physically and mentally exhausted and the forecast called for rain all day. The trip would take longer then expected. Heading east on Interstate 40, I began to ask myself questions and have doubts. Why did it have to rain now on a mission trip to help others? Why was I really doing this? Would I be safe? Would one truckload of supplies really make a difference?

As if God was listening, the rain let up within a half hour and a then few minutes later the most beautiful rainbow I had ever seen appeared ahead arched perfectly over the highway. My doubts vanished. I felt energized again and knew that God was with me.

The damage from the storm was far worse than I had imagined. A little country Methodist church near Charleston had become a distribution center despite being damaged. I was met with smiles of joy and appreciation. It may have only been a 24' truck, but from the response I received, one would have though it was a convoy of semis.

My faith was strengthened from this experience. I know that I am watched over even in difficult times.

Prayer: Thank you Lord for listening to my prayers, strengthening my faith and helping me cope with doubt and fear. Guide me on my journey through life and walk with me during times of uncertainty. Amen.